Lost In The Grandeur

Hey you what are you doing
Laugh as you tear out my heart
The pain is so stimulating
I've been too numb from the start
And why can't I defend
Tear all these demons apart
Who knows if it's really better
I threw it out for some parts

So lost in the grandeur

Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliche
But I've done
Everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur

Sad things fly all around me
Welcoming sight from the past
Somehow they make me feel something
Even if it doesn't last
So I do anything to be able to get away
Bad things always flock to me
It seems to be that way

So lost in the grandeur

Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliche
But I've done
Everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur

Oh
There's that sound
It's constant and profound
What's it gonna do today
What kind of joy will it steal away
Oh no then I'm going down

And I'm losing my grip
Always caught up in it
That the truth is all lies
It builds up inside
I fucking hate this everyday
Something painful, something grave
Can't go on living this way
I won't let you take this
Keep on trying, motherfucker

Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliche
But I've done
Everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur

So lost in the grandeur
So lost in the grandeur