No Complaints

Thought I had something
And that's the same as having something
I'd get mad at nothing
Blame my dad for something
I'd pull no punches
Then feel bad for months

Thought I was raised better
Tried to fake better
Tried to blame weather
And escape better
Hope the skin heals where the pain enters

But I finally got sewed up
I set a time, then I showed up
Now the weight of the world ain't so bad

I saw the end, it looks just like the middle
Got a paper and pen and a page with no space
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry, who am I to complain?

And now the pain's different
It still exists, it just escapes different
And evades vision
Makes the rain different
Makes the news boring
And my rage distant

Yes, I'm young and living dreams
In love with being noticed
And afraid of being seen
But I can finally eat and I can fall asleep
It's fine, fine, fine

I finally got sewed up
Set a time, then I showed up
Now the weight of the world ain't that bad

Well, I saw the end, it looked just like the middle
Got a paper and pen and a page with no space
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry, who am I, who am I to complain?

To complain?
To complain?

I saw the end, it looked just like the middle
Got a paper and pen but I can't feel the pain
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry, who am I to complain?