Story of my life, searching for the right
 
 But it keeps avoiding me
 
 Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong
 
 Really loves my company
 
 He's more than a man and this is more than love
 
 The reason that the sky is blue
 
 The clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
 
 And to him, I just can't be true
 
 
 And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
 
 And it kills him inside
 
 To know that I am happy with some other guy
 
 I can see him dying
 
 
 I don't wanna do this anymore
 
 I don't wanna be the reason why
 
 Every time I walk out the door
 
 I see him die a little more inside
 
 I don't wanna hurt him anymore
 
 I don't wanna take away his life
 
 I don't wanna be a murderer
 
 
 I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
 
 Preparing for another date
 
 A kiss upon my cheek as he reluctantly
 
 Asks if I'm gonna be out late
 
 I say I won't be long, just hanging with the girls
 
 A lie I didn't have to tell
 
 Because we both know where I'm about to go
 
 And we know it very well
 
 
 'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
 
 And it kills him inside
 
 To know that I am happy with some other guy
 
 I can see him dying
 
 
 I don't wanna do this anymore
 
 I don't wanna be the reason why
 
 Every time I walk out the door
 
 I see him die a little more inside
 
 I don't wanna hurt him anymore
 
 I don't wanna take away his life
 
 I don't wanna be a murderer
 
 
 Our love, his trust
 
 I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
 
 Get it over with
 
 I don't wanna do this anymore
 
 Whoa, anymore
 
 
 And I don't wanna do this anymore
 
 I don't wanna be the reason why
 
 And every time I walk out the door
 
 I see him die a little more inside
 
 And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
 
 I don't wanna take away his life
 
 I don't wanna be a murderer
 
 
 A murderer, no, no, no
 
 Yeah, yeah