Kill Yourself V

You did good $lick
It's a Smash

They figure me a dead motherfucker
Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard in a deep slumber
Hibernatin' for another three summers, slumped in a deep tundra
Still a mean mugger even though my eyes froze shut, uh
Tell 'em, "Keep comin', I'm the Don"
Gather my foes and then I cut out their tongue
Gather my hoes and then I have 'em eat each other
'Cause I make a mean supper, tryna pick he was the one, uh
Always lookin' down
My habits, like one time
Help realize the crown
Locked up and the Don shine
Got that bag like five times now
Ruby's got like nine lives, how?
Live from outside, Nine Five'd up
My enemies on my side now

Isn't it so convincin' how that noose hang 'round my throat?
Still here longer than I hoped, all I know is I don't know
Dreams of me vanishin' in the abyss
Thinkin' Hell gotta be better than this
Music or dope, either way, I don't miss
Solutions like Ruby, they just don't exist

Still wakin' up every day but I still ask "Why?"
2018, why couldn't I die?
Was it all worth it? I can't decide
Been lookin' everywhere except my insides
(Yeah-yeah)
Look into my eyes, you can see what it costs
Lookin' for my day, you can see that I'm lost
But heavy is the crown, so I cede to the cross

Is this over-is this over yet?
Dreams of me vanishin' in the abyss
Thinkin' Hell gotta be better than this